Ok, lets be honest. You're home. It's been a trying day and all you want to do is relax. What better way than to create an easy hor d'oeuvre and drink a cold beer to mull over the days events. You're home alone because you're nerdy and fabulous boyfriend has jeted across the continent to invariably make him that much more attractive (if that's possible). Your roommate won't be home for while so let's indulge and give in to our every whim. I decided to make my favorite: Bacon wrapped dates stuffed with goat cheese.
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Recipe; Bacon, dates, and goat cheese .
- Stuff the goat cheese into the dates.
- Wrap in bacon and push a toothpick through to keep it together.
- I've found that placing them on a wired rack over a cookie sheet yields the best and crispiest bacon by allowing the fat to fall down so it doesn't just soak in it.
- Place into the oven at about 400 and turn at the 10 minute mark, leave in for about 20 minutes or until you've reached your desirable crispiness.
Now it's time to start your night. Take your bacon-deliciousness straight to the bathroom and we cannot forget your beverage too! Start a shower and allow it to get extra steamy as you light a few candles and set the mood with some Lana Del Rey.
It's nights like these that you have to yourself that you really get to be introspective and think about all the things you've been through and can truly be appreciative of. Traditionally I would pick up a book and devour it's contents; but as of late my contents have selfishly taken over. My life is fantastic. I love it. I just want be able to fully enjoy every aspect of it and appropriately react to each circumstance and exude love unto those that I hold most dear.
The one that comes to mind is my boyfriend. He deserves so much for the things I've put him through and experiences with me. I'd also hate to neglect how supportive and intelligent he is/ has been. I'd wish for nothing more than to curl up in his arms and feed him this delicious bacon dish right meow.
Ever since he entered my life it has been wholly enriched beyond believe. Without him I probably would't have seen a therapist. A psychotherapist that was quick to prescribe and treat. I searched for alternatives before going; but accepted defeat and booked an appointment.
It was defeating in that everything I could think of/ try just didn't work and this women's answer was quickly and easily drugs. Off putting. The psychotherapist was, after-all, right with her drug cocktails (well not all of then but perhaps just 1 pill). After a revelation/ hypothesis that certain behavior was exacerbated by other internal conflicts and/ or 'personality disorders'. I'm excited that it'll work and that I'll finally feel again, I can concentrate and ignore any possible anxiety and negative feelings to things that are inherently positive.
Yes, I'm sad that the boyfriend is away for the week. However, I legitimately feel excited and pleased for him because it's good for his career and to escape my recent weirdness. Conversely I genuinely miss his body next to mine as I lay down to sleep miss his shivering when he first climbs into bed and I get to warm him up. It feels wonderful to feel the love of others and give it in return... and also to fully appreciate bacon again.
Sometimes, it just takes a little bacon, steam, and well placed candle lighting to wholly appreciate the magnificent things you have in your life. Especially the people who still talk to you after all you did was complain for an entire year. Oh what a year it's been!
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